he kept getting her hopes up but then becomes his asshole self again which then hurts Kim A LOT especially since she's already vulnerable. he was mean to my girl and i was having none of it. Ok i actually hated this dude in the beginning.

I abandoned being her knight to become War.' Now, I'm a rusty one without armour or a sword. also, can we talk about how she loves K-drama and how fast she falls in love with fictional characters? cuz same. Her relationship with her little brother, Kir, was my favorite part of this book cuz they were adorable! every time Kir shows up, i just aww all the time cuz this cute little human deserves to be aww'ed.

what's also heartbreaking is the fact that she wants to get help and wants to change but people keep bringing her down (her mom and Xander) that i wanted to give Kim a hug. all of her inner monologue about the 'fog' taking over her mind actually made me shed a few tears cuz she was all alone and no one knew what she was feeling. Those who fed the fog and allowed it to rule my life.'įirst of all, i NEVER knew that she was going through what she's going through. Those who threw me under the bus instead of pulling me to safety. Those who took pleasure in igniting my breaking point and watched me as I fell. 'I flip off those who slowly broke me, who turned me into this pathetic shell of a person. this book starts i think right after the third book (sorry! im not too sure about the timeline but it's still the same year as the first 3 books since they're still seniors) and this can also be read as a standalone. we don't know what happened between them and why Xander all of sudden cut her off of his life when they were 11 years old. we also know that her ex best friend, Xander (H), is one of the 'Four Horsemen' aka the popular, rich and entitled assholes in Royal Elite School. So a little backstory, Kim (h) is the best friend of Elsa and she's the shy girl who used to get bullied. I NEEDED TO KNOW cuz these two were driving me insane, especially Xander with all his pushing and pulling and the whole 'my mind says no but my body says YES', and the 'i hate you but i highkey love you' thing he does.

why is he such an asshole to her? why did he stop being friends with her, ignored her, and let others bully her? Since book 1, i've wanted to know what the hell is up with Kim and Xander. also, the author mentions these triggers right at the beginning and i APPRECIATE that. The chapter that y'all would have to look out for is chapter 19. « depression, suicidal thoughts, fat-shaming, eating disorder (bulimia), emotional abuse from a parent, bullying, suicide attempt, and alcohol addiction ».

First of all, just wanted to say that before you plan on reading this, please keep in mind that this book deals with:

Royal elite twisted kingdom